By feeling the two extremes simultaneously I keep my self balanced. I feel the fear and the courage, the energy and laziness, the isolation and connection, the disdain and the identification, I feel the reason and I feel the emptiness, the envy and admiration, the hate and the understanding, the wholeness and the pointlessness and as I feel both edges, at the same time, I can keep myself going and breathing every living moment. I couldn't tell you whether our individual tunnel vision, our biological stroll through the planet is all there is. No, that I couldn't tell you... I couldn't tell you if we are another primitive stage of life in this vast changing universe and that our centuries are specks in the vastness of universal terms. I couldn't, with certainty, tell you whether we are just repeating this same instant of experience again and again, afraid to give up our status of doubters...
All I can tell you is that I live for the moments when I can clearly not with my eyes but some other way, feel the glue that holds this whole thing together. The glue that makes paper, cherry, illusions, coffee, leisure centers, telepathy and maths exist in the same world. By feeling the two extremes simultaneously I can taste the bitter sweet, turning it into a new life script. My scanning, curios, awake (sometimes) eyes cannot be satisfied with the given answers, no more, I can only tell you that all the love travelling through your veins is no coincidence and that there is nothing we need more than to understand that we are made of infinity.
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